The old is dying ... Spirit of Christmas ... and it's not me who will miss her.
Year End Under skies made of fiber and soot Hence choit long and dreary rain, rot Here Windward persistent and monotonous The golds of autumn Here golds and purple die. O you who shudder, softly voluntary up there against the sky, along the way, Sad leaves like hands, You gisez, black on earth. Time is running out to compose days The south wind as a ranger, runs through the plains; life full and sacred, with regrets deaf Under a vague shadow of the tomb and dusk How long at the bottom of the soil settles and moves back. Say, do you mean come to the sound of tolling, Coming from the depths of infinite there, The old and sad fate? one that throws the pile immensely Centuries old, centuries tired Like a bag of dead wood in the year. Emile Verhaeren , a poem from the collection
All Flanders.
Another year ends. At the end of this chapter, before turning the page, should I linger a bit about what brought me in 2010. The balance would be negative but if I did not really want to dwell.
I will not talk about my professional life, or my economic situation, whatever the situation, we do not die.
I'm more worried about my health but I expect to go a little better before going to see my doctor. I postponed to the end of January 2011 an appointment which had been set for December 29.
If year 2009 was very challenging, with the departure of the most extraordinary man I ever met, the disappearance of other friends, some of which are probably mounted join the Little Prince and other parties are simply without leaving an address or have melted into silence. 2010 has not been much different.
A dear friend recently saw his ancestral home on fire. Not only material losses are incalculable, the precious memories destroyed irreplaceable but fire and water have been disappearing in winter, shortly before Christmas, the place where one renovated his physical, emotional, moral. This new tragedy came destroy an important part of his life. It has lost its bearings, part of his identity, part of his soul. I can not say exactly what (it will be soon enough to find out), but part of me was also caught up in the flames.
a positive note precious friends remained very present, attentive and affectionate. Others were added, which should make more room in my life in 2011. I do
do not have a list of resolutions, I will write on paper my personal short list. The main one which includes all others, it will live further in accordance with the values shared with Alexander, in respect of all living and affection for people and for things.
I wish everyone a happy New Year's Eve, a good transition from the old to the new year, if possible, surrounded by loved ones. I hope that 2011
bring you health, happiness and sharing, curiosity and creativity, the ability to appreciate what's out there and realize your dreams the most expensive, and that affects the tenderness that comes to you, everything around you, including of course the animals whatsoever.